that's*me

it's been a long long while since i did this again.....

2010-03-15T02:24:00.003+08:00

Trying out my new Lumix FS12.

Love it to bits!!!

My new hair colour. Did it in Shenzhen.

New room.

New comic dress from Bugis- SGD 10.

New corset belt from Shenzhen - RMB10

His new company car - Ford Fiesta.

New high waist skirt from Bugis - SGD 6.

Darth Vader top from New Look on Boxing day - 3Pounds.

New 'Love' duvet set from Zhuhai - RMB45.

New Chanel-esque for my Blackberry.

I LOVE NEW THINGS!

3 More Days...

2010-02-03T16:39:00.001+08:00

To warm warm country!!!
To laksa!!!
To bidin with rice wine ONLY!!!
To Landy!!!
To annoying high-pitched CNY song!!!
To Mr. & Mrs Voon!!!
To Jelly!!!
To China!!!

And...

To get out of this horrible cold.
To have a break after getting bollocks from Manager (everyone had one...). >.<
To enjoy slow comfortable penny for a penny life, with no excess to luxuries and designers.

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Whistle

2010-01-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

It's 8am, with the sun yet to rise.
A middle age guy is sitting at the rear of the bus.
Whistling tunefully on one of greatest oldies.
Forgotten the name for this split second.
But I have not heard such calm, such beauty for a very long long time.
Nice break for my fatigue morning.
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Moral dillema

2010-01-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Sucks.
:(

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JLS

2010-01-19T01:50:00.000+08:00

Did I ever mention I LOATHE JLS?

God! Why do they ever exist?

Worst British group ever!! Uggh!
Repulsive.
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2010-01-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

FML. I only realized I have another 12hours to spend in Singapore before departing off to Manchester.

Yes. A previous 8hrs on my arrival to the east and then another 12. Hurhur.

Won't be able to shop coz I'm most likely to be cramped with goodies from Shenzhen.

Zoo, proly?
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2010-01-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

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2010-01-09T18:59:00.002+08:00

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Bb & Me

2009-10-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

Testing testing 123...
Updating from my Blackberry.
^•^

Spoilt with birthday presents!

2009-09-11T19:16:00.004+08:00

* I am extremely spoilt by my housemates and friends in Leeds. hurhur. talk about YSL latest pore refining primer and Shu Umera's limited edition cleansing oil as birthday presents. hurhur.. so touched!

* Spoilt by my colleagues with the tons of pressies from them. Ranging from sunnies, sundress, bikinis, tank tops, O'Neil slippers, matching earings and bangles.

*Spoilt by my own boyfriend with MiuMiu purse just to accompany my MiuMiu bag.

~ tears of happiness~

Anyways, I'm leaving on the jet plane! =DDDDD

Barcelona, Rome, Istanbul here I come, Ciao!

2009-09-08T07:49:00.002+08:00

OMG! My birthday is so near and I haven't got a clue what to get for myself!!!!

>.<

Countdowns

2009-08-17T02:44:00.003+08:00

2 More Days to Mock Exams....

14 More Days to Bichester Village!!

25 More Days to Barcelona!!

30 More Days to Rome!!

35 More Days to Istanbul!!

40 More Days to London (good lord! I miss you so much, Selfridges! I miss Trafford Centre and Manchester!) !!

man....I'm so broke now....

quickie..

2009-08-14T03:23:00.002+08:00

1. FML...my mock is so hard!!

2. My break-out stop completely once I stopped using cleansing oil/ makeup remover! :O
My friend even compliment on my good skin! Double :O

3. FML tomorrow is dress down day. I have nothing to wear (which is false)...

4. Should I cut my new Jeans? It's far too long for me.

5. Mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT WANT TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6. I can never stop whingeing. Muuuuuuuummmmmmmmmm!!!

2009-08-11T03:35:00.001+08:00

I

L.O.A.T.H.E

EXAMS

!!!!!

kanasai... even after I've graduated for a year and I still need to sit for exams!!!!!!!!!!!

GROAR!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-28T02:34:00.005+08:00

Fuck off :

To people who think you know the real me in and out.

To people who exaggerate about the xyz factors about me.

To people who think the truth of me is through my blog, clearly you have brain size of a pin, or probably less than that.

To people who just plainly need to fuck off and stop reading my blog because you're not welcome.

To people whom I have no idea who you are or I just don't want you to read my blog. Please, do be 'xing mu' (canto) and leave, ok. Stop making me hate you more.

You're very much welcome.

xoxo

Yes, and that's my MiuMiu. So what.

p.s: I don't get the point of just deleting my past just because of some pest (zap you with the zapping racket, piiist you off with pest control spray). So there, my blog will still be free to read. Yeah!

Nya-meh!

2009-07-22T02:51:00.001+08:00

I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO BLOCK MY BLOG FOR GOOD!

raise your hand (leave comments) if you want to be added in my list for password. WTF!!!

or else im going to stop blogging.

Pink Theme.

2009-07-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

Believe it or not, this was the second time I went clubbing -- in my whole entire life.

When I say clubbing, i mean proper dancing. Clubbing = Club dance.

=D

Gettin ready at home, in my housemate's room.
Falsies and loads of eyeliners make the whole thing right.
I barely used any mascara that night...lazy.
Btw, I cut my own fringe!!!! Bloody happy it turned out fine. =D

Gangs of friends in Leeds.

I hate having picture with my housemate - the one in the middle, coz she's outrageously white (yeah, all from her good masks she has been using every single night) and it's a problem for me to edit our pictures coz it'll only make her go ghastly white. hahah!

Me in the ladies with the mirror and my new Chanel Union Jack inspired bag from Primark. wtf.

All the girls in pink.

mono-coloured.

Me and a very drunk friend.

Whole group pic.

Cousin

2009-06-10T04:21:00.003+08:00

You surely made my day alot lighter, alot stress free-er, added with alot of laughters and good memories.

Happy very very belated birthday!

hope you did receive my text (funnily how i manage to remember your number despite all those yrs overseas, btw, it's not in my contacts either).

Love,
Your only paternal 1 yr younger than you cousin.

Hugs!

FML & FHL

2009-06-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

FML:

Facebook decides to hate me. My internal Memory Card Reader decides to hate me. Both of them don't wish to upload and to read my pics.

Therefore, no pics, while I'm so enthusiastic to upload them. =.=

FHL:

Some sales assistant of Gucci had a FHL session today at Harvey Nichols. seriously. wtf.

And an extremely Happy me. =D

Mentally exhausted...

2009-05-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

Salmon pink top - 1quid, Primark
Black racer back - 2.99quids, Zara
White butterfly necklace - 2.50quids, Primark
Lavine jeans - rm49, WD
Black stilettos - rm45 Jenny

for today... missing my mum, dad, my sisters, and him, and laksa. It saddened me how some people take their blesssings to be able with their family for granted.

But I'm still kicking alive. =)
No worries.

White men's singlet - 1quid, car boot sale Leeds.
Kid's size black shorts - 3pounds, Newlook
Black boyfriend's blazer - 5pounds, 2nd hand, Topshop
Brown waist belt - 2.50quids, Primark.

Jelly, you better miss your sister.

Cuckoo-ed

2009-04-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

I woke up abrupt today, sitting up straight in my bed at 6.15 am sharp.

It's still not my time to wake up yet. Alarm's at an hour's time.

But bloody (I still love it though) summer's early sunrise catches my eye and the first thing in my mind was -- WHERE IN THE HELL IS MY BLOODY CAMERA!

I totally forgotten about my beloved ONLY after two weeks of it missing, after weeks of touring in Cornwall (beautiful pictures, beautiful~~) and house moving, and a house on fire. sigh....

And yes, I woke up at quarter past six just to search my camera.

Luckily a fresh mind and meditating backtrace it works.

I've found it.

*MUAKS MUAKS MUAKS!!!* kissing my camera.

Can't keep up.

2009-04-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

I've been super busy these few weeks.

Starting from a suprise invitation to tour Cornwall, Land's End, Newquay, Plymouth and other coasts down south within 3 days of Easter breaks.

Then moving from Mancity to Leeds for a new job, new career, new environment, new set of Kuching gangs (who are all extremely business minded and orientated, I'm nothing copared to them), and some of them is one of the pioneer of wholesale distributor of Xin Ji masks from Taiwan in Malaysia.

Then a fire blast in the boiler in my new Kuching friend's house (they bought it here in Leeds recently) causing them homeless but still able to maintain the good spirit despite of the foul luck, and the luck of having insured. phew! Talk about days living in hotel and good food and unlimited insurance claims on their loss! Bless them.

Ta now.

I spent a fortune in Primark.

2009-04-04T00:45:00.010+08:00

Pretty impossible you might think. But yes, I did it!!!

I only have half an hour to shop around Primark in Manchester (roughly around 3 to 4 large joint shops with 3 floors) before they shouted 'TILLS CLOSED!'. haha! Kidding on that. They don't do it lah.

But anyway, Primark has tons of lovely spring/summer dresses of the 1950's <<<<<3 style="font-weight: bold;">Black White Floral Prints with Hardcore Visible Zip Tulip Dress

Won't you go ahhhh.....zips!!! so oh so in thing right now on dresses.
Oh, with Red Crocs Skin Flap *so lush...* and Black T-Bar Mary Janes.

Another Black Tulip Dress with '50s Collar and T-Bar Back

i look absolutely weird, it's Easter anyway!

With my Fushia Pink Wide Waist Belt.

Beige Cottage Cross-stitch Shirt Dress.

With Skinny Brown Leather Belt and Vintage Bag (it's new and only ONE quid) and Brown MJ T-Bar Heels.

Black Wooly Cotton Jumper with Frills and Buttons

Going Scottish in Red with Exposed Zipper (again! i know! so nice~~) and Glads.

Salmon Racer with High Waist Pencil Skirt and MJ Heels

And I LOVE LOVE LOVE this Heart/Rose Necklace --> exactly like TopShop's.

And guess what? After all those nice clothes and spending, I've decided (but not yet, anyone feeling to splurge?) to return 80% of it back.

But I have fun with Primark's clothes. <3>.<

Mint.

2009-03-31T03:37:00.004+08:00

" have u seen the new MDG? i think they've improved though the girls still look horrid to me. at least Elaine Daly is out and about. "

That's what I msg Laura K about. Yes. To me Elaine Daly is just another judge giving out pointless comments without giving out proper advice as a mentor to those girls in MDG season 1. She's now at least in the shoots modelling with the oh-they-all-look-the-same girls. Some bloggers whom i have been blog-hopping look MUCH MORE gorgeous then them.

Want to see real beauty? (she's not a blogger though)

14 years young Brit+ Msian.

More over here.

worst eye bags / dark circles + i cooked food? + me

2009-03-20T10:12:00.004+08:00

I have the world's worst eye bags ever!! hur hur..... so bad that I had to 'Glow' and 'Glow' and 'Lighten' on my Picassa and still look that bad.

=(
but i like this pic coz my face looks slim when it's actually not.

They weren't that bad before I went out for dinner with Him for Nando's (!!! our favourite destress method~ Nando's... =)) ) but after dinner and after long long last minute applications (before feeling guilty for not doing anything for the entire day) my dark circles and eye bags had increased their bloody circumference by extra 1" with my iris as the middle point, j. Wtf.

tutup mata with my fringe/bangs.
in denial of bad dark circles.
O.O

Ok.

cooking + house chores - washing clothes (i love the clean scent of clean clothes~~) = things i literally dislike doing.

My expertise is in messing up the house. I heart Him for tidying my stuffs everytime i messed it up. Donno lah, to me tidying is plain unproductive plus inefficient coz i never find my stuffs when they're in proper places, proly i have better memory focus when things are messy. shrugs... and I miss Jelly as well, coz she always tidies up our room and our makeup table.

Back to cooking. I think my cooking has improved from N veggies + oyster sauce for every meal (literally). So er...a week ago, I cooked these:

Long Bean Rice

(urrrmmm don't want to link back to that guy anymore, coz mine looks not-so-delicious, don't want to humiliate him..)
BUT they are very good!!!! despite being abit too soft coz i've forgotten that i've pre-soaked the rice before =.=

Kiam Chye Tofu Soup

mum, i missed yours terribly!!!! so i ended up getting some mustard leaves from chinese hypermarket in manchester.
I think it's the quality of my pictures that makes them look horrendeous. hmmm... was using my 2mp nokia phone bah..

i had to stand on the dining chair to get a good full length picture...

I scare myself at times....

2009-03-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

Since I'm still job hunting, other than filling up my space and time with applications, and more answers for bloody job competencies questions, and watching 3 different TVB dramas at the same time + CSI Las Vegas, blogs hopping, photo editing, online window shopping......

I have been looking up for recipes for more interesting food for dinner. omgomg.

This is not me. Yeah, thanks to this Delicious Asian Food, I'm stuck here everyday to choose which dinner to cook. wtf. This is definitely NOT me.

I've tried cooking Stewed Chicken in Dark Soya Sauce, which surprisingly turned out fine and delicious. o.O
I know!
I chose that coz it's the easiest to prepare and cook.

o.O

That's definetely not me. Cooking -ugh..

On a non-related note... I miss my bangs.... my straight hard bangs...hurhur..

I miss the cheery me with lots of smiles and laughter....

The World Needs Reminding.

2009-03-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

Very controversial. Very true. Very well spoken.

Ford Fan

2009-03-07T00:01:00.005+08:00

I've always been a fan of New Ford, Mini, Nissan Micra, Perodua Kelisa. Anything small and cute. And yeah, mainly because He has a black Ford Focus from his company (which he rarely washes it), but I heart the New Ford KA.

How can you not love thee?

New Ford- Ford Ka, pronounced as 'car', geddit? I love the humour here. hahah. I never knew is called Ford Ka, and always thought my sister (a car fanatic) keeps on telling me that's a Ford 'Car'. I was like, yeahlah, Ford's Car lah. Nothing else mar. Until I saw the name of the model plastered on the Ford Ka. I think I'm being confusing now.

'Nyways, this babe only cost 7k quids which is soo reasonable if you're earning and spending here in the UK. But darn those road tax and insurance. =(
I'll go hoogling on the online Ford cars now.....

What an unemployed (currently) does at home

2009-03-04T09:33:00.007+08:00

Bloody hell, I bet me mum, me man, Renan (omg! i miss your chicken rice!!), Katya (omgomg! tiramisu!!), Edwina, Chung Fui (wave wave! Hullo cook!) and the rest of the whole wide world will be extremely pleased and proud of me.

I BAKED CHOCOLATE MUFFINS!!! yyyeeeah!!

Oh, sorry, I am the kitchen's worst enemy. We both hated each other simultaneously so fair enough. And I never fancy cooking or baking or anything to do with kitchen, other than doing for the sake of survival. =p

My mentality of dinning is "why even bother cooking when there's millions of cooks outside?! (as in go out to eat lah!)" since the whole process from squeezing out quality brain juice just to brainstorm what to prepare for the meal, cooking them, eating them (I never fancy my own cooked food other than Maggie Tom Yam and the tiramisu I helped to make), and doing dishes (did i mention i'm so allergic to dish washing liquids? my skin would burn and peel. welll...past tense mar). Which is why I'm forever my daddy's girl. high five Dad!

So, out of my own curiosity and to kill my time waiting for replies, and excuses to take breaks after applying jobs online, I decided to bake chocolate muffins! hurray!

1. Get your ingrediants ready from ASDA/ Walmart (I love Walmart! drool! And thank you Yaboon for the lovely autograph from one of the CEO's (?)!!). And I refuse to shop at other supercentres (nobody uses supermarket here other than M&S muahahahah! coz I bloody hate that wheely shop, such a rip off!) other than Walmart. =)

Die-hard Walmart fan.

Okok! Fine. I cheated. It's muffin DIY for dummies like me.

2. Measure the required amout of milk for the er...mixture.

I'm using whole milk and I don't understand why most of the ppl here dislike whole milk and prefer skimmed milk. Like Eww!

Since I haven't have any measuring cup, luckily I'm still smart and remembered my Science 101 from primary school (WTF! I graduated with 1st class ok, though not in science lah), I decided to weigh it. 90ml = 90g of milk.

Smartnya. =)

3. Pour the milk into the prepared tub with the mixtured ready.

Like duh, even my youngest sis knows this.

Which then looks like mud shit. Wonder why I've became so unlady like.tsktsk.

4. Shake it mama! - you'll get the joke if you watch Xiao-Zhu's show before.

5. Pour the shake-it-mama all into the lil' muffin cups or whatever you call it.

Of course, add the chocolate chips as well. =)

6. Put them into the oven at er...280 for er...20 mins i think.

7. ~~Before~~ After

Up close

Eh, please don't drool on your keyboard.

8. And after!

Yummy, isn't it?

Ok, let's give Tess a round of applause for the hard work and successful first attempt!

AND THEY ARE FABULOUS! =D

I'm so proud of myself *teared*.

OMG!!! The <3 of my life!

2009-03-02T09:35:00.009+08:00

I HAVE FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

I have been falling in love with this bag and searching high and low for this bag high and low after watching 珠光宝气 whereby in episode 46- 48, Constance was using!

It was SOOOO hard to detect which bag she was using coz my edition of the series were all downloaded, therefore any pics cropped will be blur lah. Plus, at first I thought the bag was actually curved at the flap, and *slap on my head!* I didn't realise it's actually soft, so, curve lah!!! You'll get what I mean. Just keep on scrollling down.

Plus, I have been spying at Miu Miu section in Selfridges (nearly twice a week for the past 4 weeks) and other websites since I was here, and I have been guessing it will be Miu Miu coz only Miuccia Prada can think of such excellency! And I couldn't believe myself I'm actually right! =D
Yeah, extra brownie points for my designers knowledge wtf.

OMGOMG!!!!

How can I not resist it?!

Miu Miu Coffer in White!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

Net-a-Porter.com
Priced at 700+ quids
=(

Sadly I couldn't find the original one in white.

Omg. I am so going to get myself that bag in white or probably black (after my bad traumatized experience with white)!

Ok. calm down. First pay will go the bag.

update:

Nyameh... this will be the very last list right behind my conscious. I have larger priorities to sort out with my fund.
*think Tess think.*

Btw, Radio 1 and HitoRadio.tw has been playing this new song from Lily Allen's It's Not Me, It's You, round and round the clock. And I'm hooked and bloodily love it! The song is so catchy and it's one of the songs you hardly get out from your head.

Gotta say, I have a thing for songs which sounds English, ie Duffy's, Adele, Lily Allen's. Don't know why. Probably it sounds familiar? (shrugs....ok! I'm sounding i'm liking this place.)

Go, on, enjoy The Fear.

My post Valentine's entry...

2009-02-17T23:59:00.006+08:00

Hullo, I'm finally back after a week of MIA.

So here's Me first. =p

And my camera and I have been parted for quite a long while since CNY coz I nearly forgotten its existence. >.<

Until Valentine's Day....

I woke up and find you not by my side. But a single red rose in front of me.
=)

Sweet. Single. Just the way I love it.

My man was making me american breakfast while I brush up myself.
Our 1st Valentine's day meal.

We did nothing exceptional on that day, other than cuddling besides each other chasing after Gem of Life.
And had our very very very late dinner at Hard Rock Cafe, Manchester.

And we waited for 2 and half hours for our turn..... by the time our food arrived, it was already 10.30pm.
He had Becks, while I had er...something in the Storm. mixture of some coctails.

Dines...

can't even see my own eyes. -__-

Just plain ol' happy valentine's day, boyfriend.

shit...i feel so old now. That was our 6th or 7th valentines...holy crap.

Ok, Jelly Voon, guess what I was wearing!! Guess! if you're correct you'll get anything from UK in the next shipment. (since you'll always do.wtf.)

p.s: kanasai...i think i have lost touch in posting up entries. i'm starting to write like a 3 years old.

Very very late CNY pics.

2009-02-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Well, happy belated chap goh meh instead. =p

gah... my posts have been filled with ugly writings and words and no pictures at all.. surprise surprise....

my previous job in PM has taken my er... life in work and i'm now considered slightly abit tooo free to do anything other than applying for jobs and jobs and jobs. *fingers and toes cross*

Anyway, I did enjoy CNY this year, after all for not celebrating it with my close family and friends for the past 3 years. Very fulfilling and warm. =)

This is the only pic i can find with me full-lenght showing my outfit for Day 1 of CNY.
Yeap. Black on the first day. Should be pantang but one of my feng-shui agent told me black would be the successful colour for me.
So there, I'm actually wearing a HUGE black shirt from Primark. Seriously, i have no idea what it is, coz it's my sis's. If you could imagine a huge squarish piece of cloth with 4 holes and that's what i was wearing. And the red belt (at least something in red!) for it.

To tell the truth I only bought 1 piece of new year clothes this year. Coz i couldnt find anything nice to wear without having wearing it before either at work or be seen. sigh....poor life in kch... sad enough coz there's no Primark.

And this is the the only piece i bought for CNY. another black, coz i realized i have all sorts of colours in dress except the only Little Black Dress. It was originally wayyyy too long for my liking, and had it altered roughly 3-4" above knee.

Got it from Teck Kong for rm49 i think. Including the belt as well.
AND I LEFT IT TO WASH AND DID NOT BRING IT OVER AS WELL....kanasai lah........ I only realised I have no clothes at all in my current wardrobe now.........

Family potrait... I'll tag May as the mirror. heheheh.

And after 4 long years of being natural Black hair (coz it's so cool being the only black hair in class/work over here in UK), I decided to give it a go, dyeing it 'Light Blonde' and phew! it turned out perfectly nice -- dark brown.

ok. I better go apply myself to Bloomberg or whatever now.

Moron, do you want to join the bread line?

2009-02-03T15:46:00.003+08:00

If this moron is a student from Cambridge, he HAS to be expelled immediately.

Read this: Brown calls for China Trade Boost- BBC News (aka, The World's Economy Needs Your Help, China)

And watch this:

Not only that shoe moron joined the ugly forces (can't use the huge T with ROR and IST word in here. abit too sensitive. I don't want to be caught by IRA wtf. ) to cheer for economic DEPRESSION (and yeah, he is a T coz he brings nothing called peace to the society and traumatized the country in terms of economically and socially) and he has definately failed Econ 101 -- like hello! China's own economy could prosper and bull in no time ONLY with its own domestic spending and consumption. Why would Premier Wen, if so called a 'dictator' would want to dictate the rest of the world? Proper Idiot.

Sure enough, I would love how that moron live in this current market by NOT buying or supporting any China made products. Try it moron.

Anyway, I love Premier Wen's last speech after that moron was being taken away. Cheered and clapped and nearly tired with His grandness. Premier Wen is such a great man, and who knows, he's proly my far far far far far end relative back in China (since we have the same surname, wtf.).

*CLAP CLAPS* for Premier Wen!

That moment

2009-01-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

The worst moment of my working days in PM was today...

when I had to typed out my own Vacancy Post...

and to stick them on the glass door by myself....

It feels like I'm writing my own death certificate before my death.

=(((

I love my job, my collegues, my boss, my agents, and the pay.

Yeah, the pay. Omg. the pay. the pay that I dont think any fresh grads would be able to get in Kuching.

I'm going to miss everyone. hurhurhur... even that 0.000000001% of kanasai agents in PM (of course, there's prone to have office politics with people in any organisations).

Good bye, my love, wo de ai ren (my career).

*takes deep breath*

SCHOLARSHIPS, UNI (see first), MASTERS (see first), MANCHESTER,

HERE I COME!!

Primark, watch out for me.

Losing my Virginity

2009-01-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

in FACIAL lah. WTF are you thinking?

=p

ta-da!
yeah, my poor beautician was rather shocked on how well i stand the pain. Actually, what pain?

p.s: don't be fooled. i'm wearing a tube underneath the towel.

Boo

2009-01-09T21:16:00.003+08:00

Will have my next scariest exam tomorrow. And I have not done any studying yet.

If I'd reveal the exam subject out, I think the stupidest agent I ever had will even laugh at me.
-__-

But i'm seriuosly scared of exams now. I havent done any exams like ..... half a year ago?

Another boo. My other favourite cousin is back from another country down under. Good lord. I had to be shut off from talking before i worn her out after 10 hrs of flight.

teehee. And Boo because i still need to keep my concentration on my exam for tomorrow.

Cries.

New Year Resolution

2008-12-30T11:22:00.003+08:00

Huh?

What's that?

My life is far too spontaneous to have any New Year Resolutions.

I can come and go within the span of 3 months from one end of the globe to another (which i sadly did TWICE this year... there goes my money).

Ok. Bye.

Being stupid again

2008-12-27T23:57:00.003+08:00

1.

Text messages:

"Yaboon, wad do u call durian belanda in eng? Dutch durian? haha!"
"Sour sop la... O.o"
"Eh, yalah hor! haha! i was thinkin so hard here in kopitiam n i cant understnd my own dutch durian! -__-"' "

2.

After wearing my new shorts for more than an hour walking around in crowds, I only realized i still have the price tag on.

3.

Jelly made me say after her extremely long 'note of aopology to her' after pissing out the hell out of her, and all i did was
"Jelly, listen ar. Highlight. Control C. Control V."
AHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
nearly badly bashed by my own sister.

p.s: kanasai lah, my boyfriend has KL thingy on his hand and has forgotten about me.
-____-||| Mr. Kho, if you do read my blog (i bet u don't) or anyone that has excess to him, can you bloody please gimme your msia hp number. kanasai lah. apalah this kind of boyfriend.

New habit

2008-12-26T19:51:00.003+08:00

Merry Boxing Day!

I've gained a new habit lately and it's getting abit too bad today i think.

Even Him does realize this whenever I 'did it' again --

I cough, like alot,

because I chock on my own saliva....

-_____-"""

i guess im turning abit unlady like these few days...

Yeah! it's bloody Christmas Eve tomorrow! =DD

2008-12-23T22:43:00.005+08:00

cl

Like finally! I have something to talk about!

I managed to dig out some old pics from my camera and ta-dah. Work clothes and drinking clothes.
-__-

Ed and I met up with some close GRSS school mates at Silhouette, The Spring... er, not too sure which Saturday was that. Lots of unseen faces were there and it's pretty nice to have such nice met up minus the unpleasant smoking bar. ugh.

Blue cotton dress - 1 pound from Primark
Satin bow - god knows where i found it from my sis' open wardrobe.
Black leather bag - 8 pounds from Primark
Peep toes - 5 pounds from Asda.

No worries, all my clothes are worn like a few thousand times. which sometimes i wonder whether should i ship 3 boxes of clothes back from Primark next year....hmm....

wokay, this is what i wore today on our laksa-outing with Ed and Eric. Oh,btw, THANK U for the wonderful laksa!!! and btw, I had laksa again in the afternoon. heheh.
Long white sleeves shirt with rauchy-ness - GKWFMSOW (god knows where from my sis' open wardrobe)
High waist pencil skirt - RM38 from Jenny's boutique. no. not my youngest sis.
Red skinny belt - RM3 from Sg. Maong's china chinese's man's 3feet x 3feet stall.

haiyo. same thing as above nia lah.
Shirt top - god knows where which store in Sg. Wang
Poor discolouration leather bag - Selfridges, Manchester, which is only er.... less than a year old because I WAS SO DAMN SMART TO WASH IT AND DRIED IT UNDER THE SUN!!!
hur hur hur.....sedih.
=<

Oh yeah, Merry Christmas Eve Eve!! (nyameh, this is so hard to do! had to highlight word by word. coz using Ctrl and highlight doesnt work on mine.)

Red ribbons and Gold door hangers.

Red and Gold were our Christmas theme for this year (it was my idea actually, yalah, boast kao kao), since the stock market wasn't performing really well. It was pretty bad to tell the truth.
So, Red and Gold's to boost the market and confidence for the coming Bull (run) year! YEAH, BABY! =D

Red = Wealth
Gold = Prosperity

Geddit?
Smart.

Close up of my orniments....

Deck the halls with prosperity, falalalala, lalalala.

MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone.
And have wonderful holidays~~

Love,
Me - lah.
Who else?

idontknowwhattosay

2008-12-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

I found it pretty hard to blog ANYTHING at all eversince I started working.

My working schedule is much the same everyday, but fulfilling enough with ever non-stop friendly dramas and gossips around (while i stiffled my laughters must of my times), new challenging jobs to tackle, new agents to meet, new things to learn, and new colleagues (from HQ, Hi, Anne! You're fabulous!) to meet.
=D

Practically, my weekday life is like:

7.00am - Wake up, spend 15 mins in the washroom
7.15am - I'm proly still in the washroom then.
7.20am - Being picky with my clothes, while I try to summarize on who I will be meeting, and what my whole day schedules are.
7.30am - Shite. I better get splatter of BBCreams on my face now!!
7.35am - One piece of butter/red bean bun for breakfast, and a cup of Mocha Milo (Milo, milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat! My youngest sis will run as far as she can everytime I spotted Milo in supermarkets. Yeah, I sing out loud and shriek when Milo's spotted. She says i'm retard, btw.)
7.45am - Curl curl, brush brush my 8mm short lashes with mascara.
8.00 am - And I did that for 15 mins.... -_______- Finally out in my Mr. Voon's Landee. And slept in the car for the whole trip to work.

brb. need to pom-pom right now.

12 Days of Bailout.

2008-12-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Man, this is GOOD!

2008-12-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

I hate to mention this......

but,

MY MUM IS ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRL!!

-______________________-||||||||||||||

Courage

2008-12-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

I met a bright, extremely tall and beautiful young lady of her late 20's today at work. She's one of the agents.

To me she has everything any girl would ask for: Beauty, Grace, Fashionista, Height, Professionalism, Financially Independent (as in a huge 4 figures, and easily 5 figures of monthly income), and a Daughter.

No one would ever guess her what her flaw, or even flawS are. Plus she looks just like any Successful Young Entrepreneurs with all the bright future, and only sky is her limit.

But what I admire is her COURAGE. Her courage to share and admit her flaw -- A Divorcee. And she's only 27 years old.

All she did today was saying, "I'm divorced. My daughter lives with me." extremely casually.

Her courage to share somewhat this asian culture and this close minded society deem to perceive as a 'MUST NOT DO' or a Taboo.
And she changed the whole concept and turned and transformed the whole idea of this not so nice picture of hers becoming something so grand and yet, powerful -- her COURAGE to face this challenge and not to let it defeat her, and still stand so strong and independent.

Jessie W., I truly admire you, and your courage.
=)

Oh, it's just me. Just before you start wondering where I was missing all this while.

Weekends...

2008-12-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to run out of things to blog.

My current life revolves around work, my agents, damn good boss "老板！！！", brilliant colleagues, and a very naughty me at work. =)

So practically I haven't got much to say~

'Nyways, last Saturday was a nice sunny day for me to dress like....ME! No working attires, no black peep toe heels, no working pants. phew. What a day~

(Jelly decides to invade in....)

Dad, Me in the middle and, my oldest sister.
God, doesn't she has flawless skin? *piuk....* Bless the sunshine.
=P

Show off....puff.
She and her sunnies and her faded bag (which she only uses it for less than a year. Why, she's so smart to give it a bath and hang it there in the sun......which causes the discolouration, duh!), and Miss Geordie's Primark skirt.

Oh, hullo Tess's new baby~
Poor girl, invaded with all her pics and TVB dramas.....

By the way, I'm the one of the left.
=P

What I did at work

2008-12-01T23:17:00.006+08:00

Get dressed.

And pretending to be nerdy and geeky.

Work.

Or better still -- Camwhore -- when no one's looking. *looks left right*
While waiting for bloody unpunctual Malaysians to resume the second part of the seminar.

Re-vamp!

'Tis the seasons to be jolly, falalalala, lalalala!
...the office and dressed up my poor manager's door for Christmas mood!

Detailed.

Taking my job extremely seriously *cough* while playing with my boss's Nikon dSLR.
Concentrating the details of my job until I didn't realize my colleague was taking this pic of me. -_-|||
Thank god I didn't buy one. Too bloody heavy for me.

Productive.

With the camera and with another 自恋狂.
That makes the two of us.
My other colleagues just shook their heads and sighed. haha!

Man, me loves me job!

If any of your bloody rich mums or dads or relatives happen to be at Hilton last Saturday, do ask them to drop by office and say Hi!
=D

Work clothes....

2008-11-23T16:22:00.005+08:00

I wish I can wear skinny jeans and my leather belts and any form of clothes to work......but working around with agents who collect sales to the company in form of few hundred millions a month, it's pretty ridiculous not to wear professionally.

Le sigh...

Some of my pics are in pretty bad quality...who ask my boss who conveniently used my camera for the seminar which emptied my battery and i'm too lazy to charge it. =p

I'm quite ready to hear 'Oh, Hui Wen wannabe' or 'copy cats' under some ppl's breath. Yes, she is my inspiration to bring boring working attire to a next new level, and i bet many other girls too, wish to be able to dress like her. Who doesn't? *shrug

Anyways, these are my work clothes which are either mine, or borrowed from the clothes rack 5 feet away from mine. =p

Grey tube dress (no idea coz it's not mine) + black round neck top (Sungai Wang) + black adjustable belt (Primark).
Look extremely deceiving here. Bad lightning, and using 2mp cam phone.

Ah... better one.

Days of belts...

White ruffle (Jenny) + satin ribbon (from some micro shorts) + brown wide leg from GAP.

I look like a brown teapot here.... short and fat...

Pink brown stripes (Sungai Wang) + wohey! some antique waist belt donno dug from where (pure leather summore...) + same pants.

Got up that day and was too lazy to put on any thing nice.....

Boyfriend's shirt (Primark, Men's dpt) + same belt + same pants.

wei, i did wash my pants. all these are taken on different days, different weeks btw.

+ my geecky specs (RM6 from Sunday Market).

Oh, that's the day I met my BFF!!!!!!!! =DD

Checquered top wif come-along skinny belt (Primark) + black slacks (Dorothy Perkins) + black peep toes (Asda).

That nyameh black slacks from Dorothy Perkins is so high waist! I had to take deep breaths before buttoning it. Size 6 i think. But size 8 is so loose and long (even on Short, they catagorize their pants in Short, Regular, and Tall), I could replace the ah-sam in the office to sweep the floor. UK size pants never fits me well. hmmph!!!! so jealous of Laura K. =p

Lazy to dress up day....

Cobalt blue (Teck Kong) + DP black slacks (see what i mean??!!! it's so obvious so high at my waist... and i look as if i've got a manhood.......>.<)

1 piece black cardi & white shirt (Primark, got it for 1 pound, seriously) + not too visible white stripes pants (Sungai Wang).

I love this pants. Gave me lots of room to move about, light and best of all, I DONT NEED TO IRON IT!!!! =DDD well, the same goes to DP ones actually.

another 1 pound purple top from Primark with cute fluffy sleeves + white stripes pants.

*SIGH!!!!* finally finished this long winded post.

Love,

Just in case you've forgotten how I look like.

Busy....

2008-11-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

Extremely busy.......

Playing Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on my NDS Lite...

p.s: HP & the Half Blood Prince will be out Summer 2009!!!!!!! I'm so going to fly back to UK to watch it.

p.p.s: Bloody termites want to join the Harry Potter saga by BLOODY EATING ALL MY HARRY POTTER COLLECTION UP! nyameh..................(I can't do anything since i was still away from home when this tragic incident happened.)

p.p.p.s: Dear Santa, I have been good all year round. Got myself a fine degree, landed myself on a fine job. But please do excuse some of my bad bad bad habits which im still trying to get rid off. So, Please do drop me back my collection of HP. Or better still, I want the adult version (haha! sounds so not right!) cover if you could manage. =) Thank you.

My Essentials II

2008-11-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

I realized I haven't got much of my own 'ME' time after I've started my job.

24 hours is so insufficient for me to accommodate my 8 hrs of sleep, face mask sessions (!!!!), even to watch my TVBs....

'Nyways, I'm doing a research on this facial treatment thingy...still on research stage.....which looks pretty promising to me.

As for My Essentials part II, I'll be focusing on my makeup goodies. =)

Foundation:

Shills BB Cream - 6 in 1, spf 50++

Shimmery effects, I like! That's why I'm skipping sunblocks. but I still look asian tone...unlike the girly in the pic. wtf.

Everyday Minerals

*credits to the blogger

That's my perfect day skin coverage. =)
God, i don't even need makeup remover to cleanse my face after using it.

Blusher:

L'Oreal blush in peach.

Got this for RM5 only three years ago at this L'Oreal warehouse sale in KL. Love the scent and the powah of this stay-on blusher.

I'll continue the rest coz i'm drop dead tired now...............yawnzzzz...

Job

2008-11-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm half blessed with an excellent boss and colleagues, with good pay, with good job tasks, and the best of all, get to attend all sorts of financial/motivation/ self-enhancing/ read your customers kind of seminars for free and get paid for attending them as well....

but it's about time I learn to take real deep breaths and stand alone all by myself with hundreds of crowds to start off a seminar. Good lord. Even when I was back on GRSSCO stage last Sunday, as an ex-conductor, my hands shook vigorously (I wonder if anyone notice it other than Jelly.....*shifts eyes...). And that was only a practice.

Working life is not good!

2008-11-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

Because I've started to punch the calculator every now and then.

You may use my formula if u wish. Go ahead.

Salary
- tax
- EPF
- portion for my investments
- portion for my grandparents
- portion for my yeah! first pay family dinner

= .............

god. working life is so hard.

No, I'm kidding. I kinda love my job. =)
And who says there's nothing such as 'free lunch'?
Either that, I'm secretly blessed with good people around me. =)

Bloody 6

2008-11-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

Jelly tagged me....

6 people to tag:

. Daniel Craig (was thinking about Quantum of Solace right now...)
. Kate Hudson (Don't know why the rest just came up from my mind...)
. Me Mum
. Me Dad
. Him
. My evil twin

6 things i'm passionate about:

. window shopping/ price hunting (but i'll skip all that and just visit Primark when I'm in the UK.)
. blog hopping
. investments. mostly monetary form.
. bullying my youngest sis. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!
. any food but pizzas, pastas, potatoes (minus french fries and crips), and my own cooking (other than my Tiramisu)
. b.e.a.c.h.e.s and bikini babes (love watching them...drools)

6 things i say too often:

. nyameh! (i know. I'm so vulgar. but this only applies at home/ with family)
. bloody
. shite
. wei
. nyameh again.
. what? *say it in very English way*

6 books i've read recently:

. Black Swan (currently reading)
. good lord, heaps of prospectus.
. nyameh, some unit trust thingy which i have been reading repeatedly (different versions and pulications) for like ages.
. some mandarin Newsweek (shocking!!! I read mandarin!!)
. The Persimmon Tree
. i watch a bit too much of TVB and ditch the reading aside. =p

6 songs i can listen to again and again:

. Warrick Avenue - Duffy
. Bleeding Love - Jesse McCartney
. I have Jay Chou's entire album in my iPod, so what do u think?
. Sobani Irune - Tayoma (wadever)
. 心不了情 - 杨宗伟 / 肖竟腾（i don't know wad's his real name!!)
. Yesterday Once more - Carpenters

6 things i've learned in the past:

. I have officially cannot live without contact lens.
. Throw away my contacts if i have eye inflammation, red eye/discharge/itchy/swollen
. Ditch your employer if they took advantage of you. nyameh.
. Do bully youngest sister well, because she deserves it. =D
. Never eat too much microwaved/ baked potatoes because they make me airy.
. aiyo...i've learnt so many new things everyday...

I had a great day yesterday

2008-11-01T09:49:00.003+08:00

with a panel doctor who's age around 99 years old.

Imagine how well the whole check up session will be when it started like this:

Doctor staring at me, " Do you wear glasses? "

(Me wearing fully framed, red in colour specs yesterday due to itchy eye.)

Me stares back at him, " ................................ Yes, I do, Doctor."

***

Usual 'E/N' eye test. Me standing roughly 8 feet away from the eye chart.

Doctor, " Can you read without your glasses?"

Me, "....................................................................... Doctor, I'm short-sighted."

Doctor, "Take off your glasses."

Me politely obliged (takes deep breath.....count 1....2......3.....).

Doctor, "Can you read?"

FYI, I'm a -6.00 degree.

DO YOU BLOODY THINK I CAN READ WITHOUT MY SPECS?!

p.s: mum says the doctor is senile. wtf.

She asks, He says

2008-10-31T00:07:00.003+08:00

She asks, " I don't know how you do this, but thinking of you makes me smile. =)"

He says, "Because I've got Black Magic."

Being chipmunk.
;B

1 month and 25 days He'll be back on M'sian grounds.
2 months she'll be back in his arms.

She misses you...

Girl's essentials Part I

2008-10-27T23:56:00.006+08:00

I always wonder what other girls have on their makeup table.

Ranging from the normal cleanser, toner thingy to masks to mascaras.

So, briefly I'm going to show you the products I am currently using on my dressing table, and I hope some you girls could allow me to tag you on this. ;)

Facial Cleanser

Elianto's Dead Sea Mud.

I personally love this packaging. With an additional scoop that comes together, the whole cleansing...er.. more like foaming packaging gives me this psychological effect of hygienic and uncontaminated. Proly it's just me. =)

Toner

Elianto's Green Tea

Green Tea = antioxidant. Enuf said. Not to mention I feel very oriental and my own love of green tea as well. I add a capsule of external use only Dalacin T into the toner which is why it looks abit huey.

Pimples Combat!

Dalacin T

I got this from the UK. Not very sure whether it can be bought over the counter in pharmacies but I had prescriptions from the GP during my times of deadly-badly-acnes which conquered across my entire face. Seriously. I took the Pill and had this as an external use. I actually went to Clinique at the first place to seek for help, but was adviced to look for dermatologist or visit the GP. Thank goodness for the pill (minus the Great Depression of course!) and Dalacin T, my skin is now nearly acne free, but certainly not pimple and blackheads free yet though.

Moisturizer / Hydrating serums

Clinique's Dramatically Different & Skinology's Advanced Hydrating Serum II Hyaluric Acid

Clinique's abit too heavy and creamy for my liking when I'm back in M'sia. So it's only been used in when I'm in the UK or travelling in the EUs. Plus I don't use much as well. A small green pea size is sufficient for me when i'm makeup-less, but gotta add more when I want to be pretty and all that.
Got this Skinology's Hyaluric Acid 2 months ago from an online store. It's highly recommended by Nu Er from Taiwan's Women. I think, hyaluric acid can penetrate deeper into the normal skin surface giving more hydration to the skin deep within while locking it. Don't know about other users though, but I don't get this super QQ doing-doing skin after using it. But fair enough, it's hydrating for me yet not too thick and heavy like other moisturizers.

Oh, one of the thing I love the most and used it before was Cellnique's Pro Sebum Gel. Yeah, the exact thing that XiaXue recommends. I bought it a year ago right after her recommendation and I LOVE THAT THING! Exactly like what she says, my skin was smoother, my bad acne scars are gone, minimized the pores and gotten rid most of my skin uneven tones after the great war with acnes 2 years ago. But sadly, it's so expensive for a 30ml....cost me around RM159...hurhur...but I bought it with me Mum's Watson's RM100 voucher lah. Can't afford to buy another one. Too much maintainance but works greatly as a healing point.

Eye cream

Elianto's Ginseng Eye Cream

I know i know! I've got so much things from Elianto, coz they're so cheap and natural and suits the oriental skin.
I've been using this cream for couple of months now.......but I haven't got a chance to see the result yet. Either I have been sleeping dead late and waking up dead late or my dark circles and eye bags are way too severe.

Facial mask

~~PCD's~~ PDC's Hot Esthe Gel from Japan

Bought this from the same online store again. Recommended by Nu Er as well.
Contains charcoal beads which breaks finely when massaged on face. I love the rose scent and the hot HOT HOT feels of charcoal giving my skin a good spa and killing all those germs. =)
Supposed to use this 2 to 3 times a week for a not-so oily T zone. But I'm lazy.

Eyelash serums

Raisis Herbal Serum from Korea, Zino from Switz, Vit E-Oil

YES! AND NONE OF THEM WORKS FOR MY BLOODY EYELASH!!
angry.
I think I have done something extremely sinful (ie cutting other's ppl's lashes or batter my past life's dolly long lashes at drooling men) during my past life and karma is getting back on me, giving me extremely short lashes.
But nonetheless, I'm still sticking the everynight ritual to give them the best care (serums) that I can find.
And Yes! that Zino thingy cost me around 19quids to get it from HK to UK!
Somebody save my lashes please!

Oh oh! I'm tagging:
Edwina
Laura K
Laura L
Suzie
Su Ching
Valz
and anyother girls who bothers to do this. =D

Jelly, you're out. Coz I know what you're using. =p

I CAN'T DECIDE!!!!!

2008-10-26T23:21:00.006+08:00

Edited:

Decision made.
After 5 winning votes over #1 and only 1 vote for #2, and with me Mum's veto (haiya, i gave her the powah mar) vote on #1, I've decided to use #1.

TQ ppl!

Should I choose

1.

* fewer pics, therefore larger and bolder
* add '60s faded style and matte on it

OR

2.

* more pics but smaller
* clean cut. no additional editing.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't decide.

I've got 2 votes one #1, and 1 vote for #2.

Or perhaps, i should just stick with the current 'YES/NO' button one. wtf.
heh.

Not Quite Done.....

2008-10-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

still under construction...

Saturday is a HOLIDAY!!!!

2008-10-24T23:27:00.004+08:00

wtf.. It doesn't even matter to me anyway. I've been holidaying since early August. Even if I HAD a job, it wouldn't requires me to do a Saturday either. phew.... but no huge hopes yet.

'Nyways, since me mum is officially off tomorrow, me dad's going to bring us 'Home Window Shopping'. =)
Some developers have been sprouting these SOHO (small office home office) concept lately and I've been dying wanting to view the demo house.
Yeah, Home window shopping has been my personal hobby since a very young age, trained and influenced by me dad, and now me Man is nuts about modern contemporary artsy type of small homes.
So, Yeah on home window-shopping and Yeah on dressing up day!!! hehehe!

Wokay, back to earth. Laura gave me this absolutely brilliant idea what to blog! Gosh! you're such a genius! =D Sometimes we just need some inspiration, some ideas from others to switch on that light bulb on top of your head.

So yeah, these were what I wore on previous Saturdays. Funnily enough I seem to be at The Spring on every Saturday. Proly it's the only day I can bio girls who do dress up and put on makeup.

My new strong bangs, and a very retarded looking sis. I'm proned to be killed if she ever finds out.

Live Life Love Life oversize T - Primark
Black singlet - Primark
Skinny jeans - Lavine (bought at WenD, Green Road for freaking RM45!!! Good lord, i love cheap clothes!)
White wooden heels - Primark (btw cousin, it looks exactly like your Charles and Keith =p)

Then on some Saturdays I just feel like to be dead casual ~~coz nobody stares at me when i walk by like I care.~~

Cobalt blue top - Tek Kong, MJC. seriously.
Black shorts - Primark
Black peep toes - Asda
Crystal long necklace - Primark
Oversize shades - Accesorize

Oh shite! Laura! I only realize you asked me to blog about fashion, instead I blog about what i wore.....
>.<

BA(hons) Financial Investment Management -- Class 2008

2008-10-23T15:58:00.002+08:00

The final day of my course in late May, I think.

Miss my gang of friends - Katya, Sharon, & Ngan.
Miss my dear supervisor/guidiance tutor/ professor - Dr. Jackie Harvey.
Miss my class, my classmates.
Miss the high techy of the new Uni and the modern chic classrooms.

spot me!

And no, I'm actually half squatting. =)

2008-10-20T14:20:00.005+08:00

Sigh... i've lost inspiration to blog.

Any ideas for me?

updated:

My bangs grows so fast till it has now covered my entire eyes!!! I can't even see my own reflection of eyes when I have my bangs straight down.

I'm officially like this

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the vertical lines are my bangs and the dots are my tiny eyes lah, idiot.

updated again:

I can't believe myself!! I've accidentally misinterpreted PCD's When I Grow Up.

"When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies"

I misheard ''groupies" to BOOBIES!

>.<

I can't be saved....

Contact lens

2008-10-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

*drools!!!!!!*

I'm so addicted to coloured contact lens!! esp those huge dolly eyes ones!! Coz I have bloody small eyes mar, wtf.

I swear I'm so going to buy another one when i get my first pay!!

new clothes for the new job

2008-10-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

Yeah! I got a new top for my new job~

Navy and white satin stipes with cutesy bow by the side, match with my new satin (again) high waist skirt with buttons.

Hui Wen is such an inspiration for me to dress up well for any occasion, not to mentioned, for work as well! Hail fashion guru.

arggh..... insomniac me. >.<

Haven't been sleeping well for the past 48 hours (barely slept and wide awake for most of the time) --- explains the eye bags and puffiness and dark circles and my skin! my skin!!!

Oh oh! i'm so glad my new dolly eyes contact lens arrived safely yesterday! GEO Magic Eyes in Grey. Since I've tried brown before (which doesn't differentiate me between black and brown iris wtf..) might as well give it a change. At least grey still looks asian.

Going for afternoon nap now.....yawnz...

p.s: !@#$%^&*() LAH! my stupid weighing machine is actually cuckooed lah, yavoon!!! so incorrect pun! i just had my medical check up at this clinic and i still weigh the same -- 2 months before i came bk frm uk, 3 yrs before i depart for uni. so yavoon, you're actually 2kg lighter. i bet your gym's one is rosak as well. =p

The camera hates me now.

2008-10-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

Surprise surprise!!!

Yeah, this is the change I have been talking about.
Such dramatic change, eh?

My dear cousin and sister have been looking at me weirdly ever since I stepped into the house with my new hair.
>.<

And I have been telling my mum that I look like a 15 year old. And this relative of my mum couldn't believe I'm the eldest.
>>.<<

I don't even look like that girl (in the picture which i initially wanted. dont want to put her pic up coz it will humiliate me even more....) with that haircut. Coz the hairstylist advised me kao-kao that with such limpy hair i have i wont be able to have a inward curve, rather a messy wave of hair sticking in and out. So i have to end up having long hair.
But thanks a billion for those encouragement to take up this drastic change. you lots know who u are. =)

Ta-da! for a change.
Don't know why I look EXTREMELY chubby after i cut my hair.
And I miss my huge dolly eye contact lens...

Since I can't find the perfect angle after this haircut, i guess sunnies are the best thing to cover very good partial of my face. heh!

Dad's new 15 year old daughter and his new wife behind.

And congratulations, I have gained weight. wtf...........
(which is a bad news lah of course!)

Change

2008-09-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm planning for a huge drastic change.

It's going to be so drastic it might change ME.

Prepare for the worst....

Alexa Chung

2008-09-27T12:33:00.003+08:00

Bye Kate Moss.

I've got a new hook now -- Alexa Chung.

Hot, gorgeous, quirky. Anything you name it.

From denim jackets with pencil skirt...

To LBD with an eco-friendly bag? (she has been seen with this particular bag for quite a while recently)

Oh oh! I've got the bag as well! not exactly the same statement bag one, but free gifts from Malibu during fresher's day~
And oh oh! I've got that Chanel pumps as well!! But mine was Chanel inspired ones of course, from Primark. 4quids baby. 4!!! Such a bargain.

I hope i don't sound like a brag. But what the heck. This is my blog, bah.

Ok. Back to Alexa.

From a casual chic

Something every girl should have - an oversize T and micro shorts.

To another LBD

Omg Omg (my sis's favourite quote, but now currently our quote). This time I'm going to brag about what my sister has instead of me. Ha!

She's got Alexa's Marc Jacob's (OMG OMG!!!!) in white. Another inspired of course. For 20quids only.
And, she's got her heels as well. But in gold. From Primark as well. Around 6quids if I'm not mistaken after a price reduction.

OKOK! Back to Alexa again.

From a summer/spring chic with white eyelets dress and glad sandals and chest length necklace...

Only glads checked this time.

To not any 'waitress, can i have another glass of red wine, please?' mode, even though with white shirt underneath and black satin waist coat layered on top.

I bet anyone would have all these combinations undoubtfully.

Ta-da. All done for Alexa.
God, she's so skinny! I want to be like that!! =( sedih..

Paris Part II

2008-09-26T14:39:00.005+08:00

Paris, was our second 'lovers only' holiday, after the one in Genting 3 yrs ago.

Wasn't a very smooth trip to tell the truth. Having flesh slightly cut off from his tumb, our flight canceled, then bus crashed into the drain gutter, hotel got canceled and me already not in a very good mood. :< But things gladfully turned out fine. =) There you all go, pictures and more pictures again.

Ze Cathedral 500metres (bullshit lah! it's more than a kilometre to reach the top of the hill) away from Moulin Rouge. Undoubtfuly, it's the most enhanted and glorious cathedral i've ever been into. Gold linings and angels portraits on the ceiling.

Voulez vous coucher avec moi

One day, I shall spend that bloody 180Euros for a Moulin Rouge show.

(Skip to the day after Disney Land. Coz DisneyLand needs a post of its own -- TOO HUGE.)

Righto, man, our legs had became Jello after our Disney trip (I'll tell more on the coming one). I was too grouchy to walk even with pumps and plus, I was forever hungry. Don't know why. Good metabolisme perhaps.

Grouchy me and underneath the Piramids.

And, these are what we did when we're tad tired and wanted to enjoy the Parisian sun only.

Play ngap-ngap with cars, tried to squeeeze other tourist's head! hahahahah! damn fun wei!

Then tried to kiap this poor lady's head who's sitting next to me. Kesiannya...
Then tickled His feet~ teehee!

After our good long rest, we tried all means to adjust our angles just for this shot:

One good one after a zillion attempts. I would have laugh if you do believe.

Then took some pics of us enjoying the sun.
I love the way my skin glow!!! *hearts hearts!!!* I feel so healthy and young!
(despite only a few hours of sleep...yeah, less than 8 is few.)

Then this tourist couple who managed to analyz the perfect postition of taking the whole entire piramid, taught us to stand right on the pointed top of the upside down triangular tiles on the floor (look carefully) to get the perfect picture. And they help us to take the picture as well. Very sweet of them~

And I decided to pass this great Nobel prize findings to the next Chinese couple who were having quite a rough time to encompase the piramid and the ppl in the picture.
I've became a saint after visiting the Cathedral. wtf...

Sortie for now~

I've got an Eiffel and Disney one coming.... hurhur...such a long winded post.

Talking to myself...

2008-09-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

Ok.

I'm bored.

Wish I could bug Jelly now.

Nah, have to skip bugging Jelly coz i have been constantly dropping our shopping bag of new shorts on her head all the way from Everise 4th mile till we reached home.

I wonder has she gone cuckoo or not. hmmm...

Guess I'm going to bug my mum and Mr Voon now....yeah, bring a huge packet of chicken flavour koropok to bug them, even though i'm still full from dinner.

(strange how i love to call my mum, Mum, but my dad as Mr. Voon.
Not like we have a very distant sort of father-daughter relationship, but we're actually very close. Ie, we joke with dad about anything, I talk to dad about my relationship, we discuss about my future, my career, and how he's going to break any guy's neck if any of them make me cry. hehe! Or talk about fashion, designers, and high streets. And my favourite of all, stock market and daily life advice. =D )

Ha! Mr and Mrs Voon, watchout!

Job

2008-09-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

I'VE GOT A BLARDY JOB!

YEAH!!!!!

A job which suits my degree.
A job which provides me good pay, I'm not complaining much, but meets my expected pay.
A job which I hope to like and enjoy~

weet!

Congratulations, Tess.

Landee

2008-09-20T16:23:00.003+08:00

Hi, meet my new babe~

Well, it's actually my dad's new girlfriend.

*editted*

I NEED a dress-up mate urgently.

I'm forever with my micro pants and spag top and sunnies. sigh... I wish to dressup like when I'm holidaying in KL. =(

Paris 101: Part 1

2008-09-18T13:17:00.001+08:00

Oh shite... I should have brought a lil note book or post this one out real fast soon after we came back from Paris.

Now I've forgotten all the streets, the names, and everysingle thing. Coz French is so blardy hard to pronounce and to understand. At least German looks and read like English.

Anyways, I've got heaps of pics to post out. teehee!

Must Do 1:

this is the way you shave yourself, shave yourself, shave yourself.

Must Do 2: Touring Paris on a day pass bus. 37Euros for the whole city of Paris Tour.

Lovre; typical Parisian cafe (damn expensive! such a rip off!)

Must Do 3: Do not be silly and stupid to buy Museum passes which cost 37Euros unless you love zee art and sculptures.
Chung Fui, you're exempted coz you're the pro mar.

But this doesn't mean I love the buildings and architectures (don't ask, I havent got much space to remember all the names):

Opera House, obviously ; Monument, obviously.

Parliament, i think; ze Palace

Bah, not intrested on those...but very excited when i see these:

Soceite Generale, people!! SocGen!!! omg omg! It's still operating its business despite a $7 billion loss (largest in investment history!)!!!

Must Do 4: Paris & Louis Vuitton -- inseparable, obviously.
it's like UK and FC stadiums

I hate LV, but I gotta admit i love Marc Jacobs own's work. He's such a genius. designing ugly things for LV but putting all those dying-for-effects on his own bags. Genius, extremely brilliant!
Btw, their latest LV bag in white (i think it's limited edition, and the nicest among all) and not those lala monograms one costs around 2,000++ Euros. =D
Holy Jesus.

Must Do 5:Food!! Must EAT!

Crepes

Nutella & Banana Crepes; Jambon Fromage Crepes (Ham & Cheese)

Good lord, these are the most yummiest thing ever invented on earth after Sarawak Laksa, Bidin with heaps of wine, Roti canai telur bawang extra, and beehoon goreng ala Malay style.

Nyahahahah! Me and me Man managed to find these served at this mini cafe around the corner of the main street towards Moulin Rouge. Around 3 minutes from Gare du Nord station,btw.
Only cost us around 3++Euros while we enjoy the warm Parisian sun and passerbys outside the cafe called ~~Erotica~~ Exotica, run by 2 indians, serving us Crepes in chinese plates. >.< My sis and my friends only managed to get this crepes at this price for tapau, instead of eat in. So brownie points for me and Man. Why oh why dont they have such nice things in Uk? I'm so sick of ppl go bowing and kissing and willing to die for English junk food. Ugh.... talk about obesity. And another must go...

Pho (fur) 14

Where to find this: 2 Minutes away from Tolbiac metro. Dead easy to find, it's located opposite to a large 福xx Chinese restaurant in Chinatown Paris, next to a Parisian cafe. The best Vietnamese restaurant ever!

I've tried Vietnamese with Ngan, my vietname friend, in Newcastle, but it was HELL of expensive there.
When I say Pho14 is good, I mean drop dead GOOD! Plus, value for money as well. See it for yourself.

Pho is actually mamak food in Vietname. Exactly our own beef noodles, but in Vietname style and sauce.

Beouf (Beef) Pho; Poultry (i hope i got my french right, chicken) Pho.

Still not convinced how value for money and how large it is?
Try this:

I'm a UK size6/8, height of 160cm. And that's how large my bowl of Pho is. Only cost me 6++ Euro for this LARGE size.
God! the texture of the meat/ noodles to the taste of the soup is just perfect! Plus look at the large dish of tauge they gave us!!!! Holy shit!! I'm in heaven.

Something to go together with Pho.

Another must drink!! Vientamese ang-tao-peng! So much different from ours!!! they add almonds and almonds syrup and blend the whole thingy! God so heavenly!!!!!!!
Ngan, Thao! You lots better feed me well when I'm in Vietname.

Funny isn't it, how we went to Paris but only ending up having either chinese or vietnamese food for the whole trip. I guess i'm just too sick of western food. Sedih.

Oh! Oh! Another good one to try!

Berthilion's Ice-cream !!! Believed and personally have experienced the nicest sorbet on earth!!!! Good lord! I love the deep rich chocolate with walnut one, but the rum& raisin taste sort of.....er... not exactly my personal favourite. The taste of alcohol lingers too long and too much.

Where to find this: Berthillion is all over Paris, like a franchise.
The original and first Berhillion shop is along the river (the one and only river) around the corner of a quite deserted street which hardly any tourist knows. But what the heck. The queue....

OK for Part 1 now. Will do Part 2 soon.

Provoked

2008-09-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

My anger has been provoked twice in two days time consecutively.

Once, about my personal life.

Second, about the place which provides me the great education, then a placement year, then an excellent degree.
(I don't mind if you love patronizing your surrogate country and university, but you don't have the right to disrespect other's at ALL).

Both times, done perhaps unintentionally, but both times I feel like slapping you in front of everyone.

But I have learnt. Not to hate, but to embrace your envious, your jealousy towards me. =)

Because, you have abit of too much unsuccessful relationship, failing consecutively and re-examining again and again, getting 0 experience in the proper graduate workforce, and you only have a normal degree which I am very doubtful about your passing mark.

Why, I have nothing to be angry of, because you have reminded to me that once again, I'm just that GOOD.

And exactly like stock valuation by Standard and Poor's, you're from a B grade to a worthless F - Failed to impress.

Try provoking me again, and I shall thank god again, for giving me such good life, compared to yours.

Another day, another happy Tess.

The game has just started!

2008-09-15T14:46:00.003+08:00

Good gracious!

First, Northern Rock not knowing what liquidity risk is.

Then, Soc Gen with $7billion lost by a junior trader.

Then, Bear Stearn went addicted with Mariah Carey's Bye-bye!

Now, TODAY, Lehman Brothers filled Chapter 11 after *ahem!veryarrogant* Barclay's failure to bail them out, AND Merill Lynch announcing being takeover by BoA !!! Weet! 2 huge investment banks down in a day!
Read them here.

Renan, I wonder how's Prudential doing now with ML going poof like tat....

God! I'm so excited!!!! This year is such a marvelous year for me to witness all these investment banks gone cookoo like that! Wonder who's next in line!

Btw, one more fun quote for the rest to enjoy. From Jim Rogers, recently exclaimed in CNBC live.
" (on US gvt bailing out Freddie Mac and Fannie Mae causing controversy and moral hazards to both financial institutions and housing sectors) The US government is more communist than the Chinese!"

God, don't you just love people like him?

Happy Birthday To Me!

2008-09-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

When I was 1:

This is now:

When I was 12 (shudup lah! i know I look horrendeously 苦吊吊）

This is now:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

= D

To the love of my life......

2008-09-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

I miss you so so so much.

I will wait for you, and will always do...

love,

yours only.

Next...

2008-09-05T15:39:00.004+08:00

and

13 more days

2008-09-02T14:06:00.003+08:00

Ta-da! i've found my dream high-waist skirt! damn cheap summore!
And i've got the white shirt as well. all for around rm58 only.
god, Tess, you are good. Bless you!

God... don't i look HOT?
wtf....

13 more days to go to Tess's birthday.

She wants nothing but:

and

And you can purchase it from here: http://pink-boutique.blogspot.com/

edited:
Oh guess what? I've managed to found a cheaper site for you all. Why, thank you very much, Tess. You've saved me heaps of money and time to search for it. You're very much welcome indeed. =D
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/527244

Thank you very much *ahemmrkhoahem*

Something everyone has been doing...

2008-08-29T10:04:00.018+08:00

Coz it's the season of the year!
What time is it? It's ~~summer~~ graduation time, ~~chill out, school out~~!! (shit, i better get my mind of High School Musical 2 from Disneyland....no wonder why my sister is addicted to it.)

Nah, Ed, this entry is for you as well. See, promises not broken, eh.

Me Graduation Day:

Seriously, I have never in my life being such a tai-tao-ha (big headed prawn) EVER before.
I'd forgotten to :
- bring my graduation student and guests tickets
- bring safety pins for my gown
- bring the receipt for the gown collection

All because i was too busy dressing up and making up for my big day. (and i slept in as well.... since was busy packing for my trip back home).

Lazy to explain in details, so see the pics for yourself. =D

Him with my mortar board / Me with flowers from Him.

My faculty.
oh yeah talk about my faculty, my course BA(hons) Financial, Investment Management has around 30 to 40-ish students. 70% comes from Russia, around 10 comes from China + Hong Kong, another 10 Locals, and 1 Bulgarian and 2 Malaysians.
8 got a 1st, which includes 2 of my bestest best (Katya- Bulgarian & Sharon- Msian, yo, Msia boleh!) Uni mates and me and the rest are Russians.
Nearly the whole entire class got a 2:1 including my other best mate, Ngan- Vietnamese, and Cherry-HK (god. she's so pretty!)

But then, other courses such as Marketing / Business with Finance/ Business Management / Accounting have hundreds and hundreds of students, roughly around 300 per course, but the amount of students who got 1st class are only 2. -____-||||

But again, my course is one of the hardest in Business school and it's seriously NOT easy during our dissertation. double -______-||||||

Beginning of ceremony.
Far left was my Guidiance Tutor/ Dissertation Supervisor - Dr Jackie Harvey, my personal favourite who taught me everything which i seriously couldn't remember any now...esp Basel II....i bet she'll be dead proud of my gang (three 1st classes and one 2:1. i nearly kissed her when i knew my results).
Far right was my next favourite professor who arouse my interest in Financial Behaviour.
oh yeah, both of them are the ones who took the long pole/flag thingy.

that's me, walking abit too fast for cousin Jeffrey's dSLR, shaking hands with the Dean and waving hysterically at my professors before heading down the stage.

God...the people....

Me and sis.
everything seems to be perfect for my graduation minus the forgetfulness and the bloody huge wind which tempted to blew me flashing underneath my gown.

right outside of the ladies @ the Student Union.
oh yeah, i met this super nice graduand and her mum (chinese) in the ladies and they helped me to buckle my fell-off diamante halter back to it's ring. Thank you so so much!

Him and Me, in front of the new cyber Business School. Have to click on it to see how cyber it is. more like a tech school instead.

Me and Sharon, sama sama orang Malaysia, - who went through high and low of 3rd year life with me, who never failed to answer my kanasai calls of 'ai si, Sharon! where's our class ar?!' 2 minutes before the class.

me and Cherry (HK), my good mate of 我爱黑社会 fan, and our same interest in Jolin.
Sigh. me and my broken promises to New Jazz dance classes with her after exams. =<
oh, that's us on the 2 million pounds foot bridge. yeap. you heard me right. 2 million with a 6.14 exchange to Msian Ringgit.

Hokay, enough of craps. The rest are just pics. =)

Hat throwing session. Yeah, just the two of us.

Me again in front of Business School building.

Him, Me, sis, and cousin Jeffrey.
Many thanks to Him for making it a perfect day for me; Me for being such a blue-chip daughter; May for pining me head to toe with safety pins; Jeffrey for taking all those fabulous pictures and being our personal professional photographer. =D

The end...on our way for complimentary meals at Nandos.
And me being smart enough to bring a pair of sandals in replacement for my heels after the ceremony. Happy feet, happy me.

2008-08-22T16:14:00.002+08:00

It's about time for me to take a good rest.

A good hibernation.

To become a nobody.

I'm back in UK.....

2008-08-12T19:22:00.002+08:00

but not with full of hope and enthusiasm....

instead, full of resentment and reluctance.....

Eversince I'm back in Malaysia, I have been contemplating whether to stay back for good or to use up my final 2 years in the UK, for the sake of one to six point two exchange rate, for the sake of paying back my parents and Him my tuition fees, for the sake of shopping in Primark (coz i haven't been shopping in Malaysia, since i've found some of the fashion quite distasteful and superbly expensive comparatively with Primark, and BOGOF sales in Topshop), and most important of all... to be with Him.....

I could not have been happier than this, being reunited with my parents and sister for the past few weeks. The unconditional love and support my family give me are incomparable to the earning I'd get as a fresh graduate here. Far too much beyond than anything.

I don't know whether is it because I am always daddy's girl, or is it the resentment i have grown for this place i used to be for the past 3 years?

Is it because I have a perfect family, or is it the hatred of unpredictable gloomy weather of this country which makes me loathe being here and wanted back home badly?

I don't know... I can easily come out with a million of reasons to hate this country starting from the weather, then the blandness in local food/ cuisine (oh, i'd nauseated with the name of pizza/ pasta/ steak... whatever you name it), to the unreasonably early closures of shops and the monopolization of similiar shops and their repetitiveness throughout the whole country, live-less, family-less.......

Then again, i am extremely touched with all the little things He has done for me since I'm back just to make me feel like home and hopefully not being homesick.
* He has eaten ALL the pizzas he had in his fridge hopefully i won't feel nauseate when i open the fridge.
* He has bought me heaps of 'sio-bi' and 'char sau pau' and lotus pau for my breakfast.
* Brought me to the super posh Malaysian restaurant, Ning in Manchester for our 6th anniversary.
* Come back home during lunch hour just to accompany me.
* Bring me out every evening either for a movie or just to window shop in Asda or hangout in McD after his long day at work, just to keep me busy and acquainted.
* Brought me to Primark in Liverpool (which I surprised myself with how even shopping couldn't perk up my mood...)
* Doing anything just to please me, to keep me happy -- which includes exchanging his happiness for me being here with him, to encourage me to fly back to Malaysia after our Paris trip...

I really couldn't ask for more from Him other than praying and hoping this 2 years would slip by in seconds.....

Today is the 4th day back here in the UK. I hope I can find some answers after our Paris trip. To sort out my confusion whether to pack and leave this horrible place for good and be back with my parents, or to fight depression and get over it just to be with him for the next 2 years.....

Kuching

2008-07-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

I'm officially back in Kuching, land of laksa.

And god, I can't breath. Kuching is so so so humid compared to KL and super hot as well.

And I'm feeling like a proper foreigner now....
All the customs securities plainly just focused on me and my sisters when we're on our way out to the arrival hall. Like everyone else, we just collected our luggage and leave with the crowd flying from KL as well. But no idea why we're nearly stopped by everyone of them [the customs sort of] stopped what they are doing and gave us full attention as if we're some sort of er......the very sensitive word starting with 'T'] yeah, seriously.

Nail Me Good will be crowded with grandma, e-e and us. Time for us to pamper our nails. weet!

arite for now. time for late nite shower.

God, help me. it's so hot over here!!!!!!

Clothes-less

2008-07-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

Great!

I've just sold some of my summer clothes on Selltrade_KL and now i barely have anything to wear for the next three weeks.

-__-

How smart of me.

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-15T18:27:00.003+08:00

Counting my days of Yeah!-domness:

2 more hours for my Man to arrive at Newcastle. Miss me Man.

7 more hours for a dinner at The Salsa Club. Never tried spanish food before. I'm such a chicken (Nando's?) in trying out new food.

1 more day for my convocation. The saddest, heart-breaking news is that we're not allowed to wear the stupid mortar board during the ceremony!! WTF!!! what's the point of me graduating?!

2 more days for giving my Man the last hug/kiss before seeing him in a month's time.

3 more days for a 24 hour travel. Will be stuck in Dubai during midnite for 10 hours.

4 more days to land in KL and head for mamak stalls even when it says midnite! I DON'T CARE!i miss mamak food! hurhur!

5 more days to laugh at Jelly's 3 tones darker than me skin. =p Officially giving me mum her bag, me dad...er...........................shitz..........er...............my certificate?
And on the quest to find my new love NDS Lite, yeah! console sponsored by me Man, games by me Dad, shopping spree by me Mum. But later on, paying her off my frigging rm3,500 one way ticket!!! fcuk oil price!

6-8 more days to splurge my Nando's salary until the every end of my holidays.

9 more days to reach kolomee and sarawak laksa.

10 more days to keep on texting Hiong to bring me around for food, fun and meet up with friends. And not to mention BEACH!!!!!!!!! BIKINIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and SEAFOOD!!!!!!!

Hey Hiong, should we (or am i allowed to) go Mojo one night?
Then, YEAH to dress up and makeup and dancing the slut off me!

20 more days to fly back to UK and celebrate our 6th.

1 more month to Paris. Bonjour!

3 more months to Slovakia then Turkey. Yeah! AAA replicate bags!!!! hmm... shouldn't have used the word 'replicate' coz they're actually from THE factory but without the tags or brands sewn on. So it's still real.

Can't wait!!!
=DDD

My Confession

2008-07-14T05:27:00.015+08:00

On getting a 1st class honours degree in BA (hons) Finance, Investment Management, graduated 2008, Northumbria University, UK.

This entry is solely for the sake of my own memories just in case one day I've lost all my memories (yes, I have very huge phobia on loosing my memories), my close friends, and Him and blog mates will one day, show me my blog again, and regain my memories. ;)

And NO, I'm not trying to be utterly proud or sombong, or haolian, or 自大 or whatever you call it. Of course lah, I'm damn proud and happy for myself for accomplishing this frigging 20 years of education and ending up with a 1st class lah! Who isn't lo?!

But, I have to say, I'm DEAD lucky all these while, throughout my final year. Yes, either lucky, or I'm super smart (which I am not).

Wokay, back to main topic.

Secrets for obtaining 1st class on your next bachelor degree:
(please note that i am not responsible for your stupidity for following my steps, which thus, may er...99.9% lead you to a disgusting FAIL ? well, unless you're a genius lah.)

* I watched TVB dramas fanatically, non-stop-ly, catching each and every new TVB series when they are out due to fast internet connection over here (bad bad bad...). And I've watched ALL of them from the start of my first semester to the very end of my uni days.

* Other than TVB dramas, I'm also a die hard fan of 林依晨 and 郑元昌 of 恶作计恶/2吻. Imagining me crying on each and every one of the episode.

* And also another huge fan of 女人我最大.

* Which leads me to do extensive researches on : mascaras (for frigging lengthening my 8mm lashes lah!), non-smudging eyeliners (no avail yet, Valz, other than gel eyeliners, but so susah want to remove), BB Creams (God's gift to lazy people like me!), mineral makeups, nude lipstick/ lipglosses (which must be cheap as well).

* Which then again, leads me to do MORE researches on getting my hands on the above mentioned products from Taiwan, through purchasing them online (while mailing them to the UK). -___-|||
But was a huge success though.

* Travel to meet up with Him twice a month, which burns a hole on my salary. When I mean, meeting up with Him, means, no homework, no dissertation, no nothing at all. Only blissful moments of 2 of us.

* Work, rather lazily at Primark (only 18hrs a week...2 days a week). Which made me to shop even more!!! =(

* Sleep more than 8 hours a day even though I have a dateline of assignment on the following day (i'm not a last minute person, other than packaging my stuffs! wail!!!!).

* and having NO clue of where my classroom is, my timetable is, what's the next class is, the next seminar's discussion is (very irony for being not a last minute, eh?). Oh, thanks to my best 3 uni mates ever, for literally answering my sudden phone calls 5 mins before class on where the hall is or midnite calls on what the reading materials for the next day's seminars.

* having a world-economy/ stock market sensitive dad who provides me 'straight to the main points' tips, which are my essential secrets of scoring good discussion during seminars even though I have no idea what the topic was about before the class. Thanks, dad! ;)

* having such bright entrepreneur in Malaysia -- Tony Fernandez, founder of AirAsia -- which gives me the *light bulb* for my dissertation research.

* having the idea/topic of your dissertation doesn't mean anything. But getting your resources right is the thing. Plus hor, please lah, a dissertation is only a dissertation. So if you're dead genius rite, REPLICATE another dissertation to make it into yours. i say REPLICATE, not copy. Don't get me wrong. R.E.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.
Who taught me this? My dissertation lecturer.

* having such nice boyfriend who wanted to change his course now (juz kidding), and who is very ngam keng with stock market and UK economic conditions with me. One of the reasons why i love Him so much. sigh...we're so meant for each other.
Do you ever realize how dull this topic can be if no one understand you, or their standard is not up to your standard? Then if you're the only person who talks about housing bubbles, and clapping for joy when you heard 'recession', or drools when British American Tobacco goes whopping high when the market is low...... the rest of the people (who are not interested in it) will go -_________- giving you the longest long face ever? Do you know how sad my life can be as an investment student? Ah, don't give me shit about Bursa. I haven't got a clue on that. Seriously.
I can't put my uni mates under this categorization coz we're professionals mar.

*Seriously, having a GOOD supervisor is a must!!!!!

* Put more time on my camera and my Nokia 6280's 2mega pixels and finding the right angle and pose. Watch me people.

The Pout.

shitz....both my sis are going to kill me if they see their pics init.

haiyo.... my brain is currently blocked now.. can't think of the rest of the tips. But will share again if i did thought of any.

I'm so smart ....

2008-07-14T01:49:00.002+08:00

that I packed all my clothes to be moved and/or into the luggage......

and only realised I do not have any spare clothes left to wear for the next 4 days!

(which includes Day1 of deep cleaning,
Day 2 of moving to cousin's place and nice spanish dinner with Him,
Day 3 of convo *gasp!gasp!i haven't find my perfect dress yet!*,
Day 4 of comfy clothes for 14hours of flight and 10hours of transit in the middle of the dessert......
Gee, God! 24 hours just to travel back to Malaysia!!! ;( )

Don't know where my intelligence travel to...

Love,

Entertaining myself.

2008-07-12T03:24:00.008+08:00

I have been feeling rather crappy past few days.

Always on the verge to close down my blog for good, but i just can't seem to click that 'Delete' button.

Too much memories in this blog. Memories of me, my 2 years of Uni life since I've started Northumbria University, 1 year of placement year with BD while setting the smoke alarm on, my years of camwhores, primark clothes camwhores, my anger, my happiness, my shopping spree of getting dirt cheap clothes, everything.

I do not want to put my blog on an 'invitation only' blog coz it's proly a hassle for me friends to log into it all the time, and restricting other ppl whom i am alrite with them reading, but hard to filter ppl whom i do know wish them to know about me.

So, i guess i couldn't do much, but not to be bothered and not to care who those ppl are. Let it be, let it be....

'Nyways, since i haven't been uploading my pics since i've started back in Nandos, I might as well, give all these shits a go. =D

I know we look darn cute, esp. me. Gotta love that shades from Primark.
*Primark - 2quids
*Accessorize - 4quids, after sale
*TopShop -enuf said.

The day I went for my (successful) interview down in Birmingham (which I have then, rejected. coz I feel that it's a piece of crappy company, ie, tin kosong). I even wore a pair of red thongs for the interview coz my sis says red brings luck. I guess pink is considered as red as well.
*Pink stripes and cutesy ribbon shirt -Primark 8quids

Super ~~Lamb~~Dog Banana & Super Me!

Hmmm....Proly i should flood my blog full of my pics so I can pissed some ppl off then they would stop reading my blog. How fun!

Oh oh! An inside joke for ppl who knows me well:

I send an mms to Him with this pic:

Hi! Do you miss me?
xoxo (minus the xoxo, or else how in the hell do u know i'm ending the sentence?!)
lyy.

MUAHAHAHHAHAH!!
Cammon ppl, i want to hear u laugh!
God! Why am I so mean?!

Nyways, He was laughing at the pic and the msg when he got it (He's on the loudspeaker mode).
To make things worst, he even commented that I look good in that shirt -____-. He said something like 'at least much better than her' between the lines.

God. Why does my boyfriend compliments me (and he seldom does...=( ) on the wrong thing, wrong time???!!

Ta!

Beotch!

p.s: me sista just bought me Glad sandals!!!! weeet!!!! pure leather summore!

Surprises and surprises.

2008-07-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

Surprise #1

ALOT more people whom I know and whom I didn't expect are actually reading my blog.
Not a good thing for me. Coz:
1st, I give no shit about traffic
2nd, people who are reading are ppl im trying to avoid having a life with. ie, please i do not wish you to know in and out of me. no offence to anyone. but I love keeping my blog only to people i've linked on the left. I hope you get my hint. (and if you think u are being categorized in this section, don't ask me 'why?')
3rd, God, i'm seriously think that people are hunting me and living my life.

Surprise #2

I only blocked my blog for a day, but people have been searching for my blog in search engines under 'vss3t'.
See lah, this explains Surprise #1, section 2.
(swearsunderbreathfuck)

Surprise # 3

God! I'm so going to miss Sharon! sob sob! we had the best girlie night ever! playing with makeups, going for expensive Jap cuisine, talking about uni, boys, families, my blog, friends of friends, jobs, clothes, and even the world economy. >.<
I think we're abit too trained for our dissertations/assignments. We just can't take that subject away anymore. deeply drilled by our lecturers.

Surpirse # 4

My sister has graduated (Foundation Degree in Business Management, lagi top class than me).
God, nearly teared when they called her name. So proud. wtf. I feel like an idiot, geeky, house-y type of sister.

typical of her.

Surprise # 5

Double God! I love my patrao (ah-tau manager)! After tearing in front of him after hearing that I've got a 1st during shift, he offered me a lunch with my families, ie Him, sister and cousin, on the house! teared. teared! so touched!! I think he even arranged his own shift to meet my graduation day so he could work during that day. =DDD

Another nice surprise....

2008-07-08T06:15:00.001+08:00

80% for my Jet Fuel Hedging in the UK Airline Industry dissertation.

weet~

Oh Shit.

2008-07-07T05:51:00.002+08:00

Great.

I've got my degree.

Got a bloody 1st class.

But I haven't got a clue what to wear for my convo.

Just great!

=(

Laura K., thanks for all the patience with me~ heehee..

I've got a ........

2008-07-02T04:01:00.002+08:00

I'm still in shock.

1st class in BA (hons) Finance, Investment Management

Had a bad day

2008-07-01T04:44:00.004+08:00

To the Manager (note: single. not plural),

For once, STOP TAKING ME FOR FUCKING GRANTED & ACCUSED ME FOR BEING FUCKING LAZY!

I have done my part to the very FAR extreme. Doing coordination, running food, taking orders, cleaning your fucking plates and tables, greeting the bloody customers while gritting my teeth.

I'M NOT A SUPERWOMAN!

By the way, fuck off.

**************

takes a deep sigh.

Can't wait for His hugs and consoles, and parents' words of encouragement (not the 'fucks' of course) and my future job. where art thou?

Clubbing

2008-06-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

My first time ever clubbing in Newcastle (or to further humiliate myself....in my life). Yeah, go on. laugh all you want. Minus company discos.

For the first time I am enjoying myself dancing throughout the whole nite for 3 freaking hours non-stop on the dance floor....and now my muscles hurt.

For the first time, I know i can be absolutely safe with my younger sister and younger cousin bringing me out for clubbing. Coz they're the ones who keep on giving cold stares to unwanted flies, and being able to switch personalities (becoming gay/ les) when i'm in trouble. And was yelled by her under the shaking loud music "Rule number 1: DO NOT TALK TO STRANGERS!'
And dad, you should be worrying about me not sis.

For the first time, sis always thought (well, that's i perceived lah) she's the one who's good at dancing. But but but.... never underestimate your 3 years older sibling who's addicted to 我爱黑社会. Jelly, you know what i mean. haha! ;)

p.s: god! i'm so humiliated for posting this.....my virgin in clubbing. sigh.... am i that nerdy?

Of knickers and thongs

2008-06-25T01:21:00.004+08:00

My sister, MAY VOON owns a Primark medium size bag (note: overflowed) of :

18 Thongs
17 Boyspants
9 French Knickers
2 Basics

Total of : 46 underwears, 99% from Primark.

Mum, don't faint.

editted: those are new. unworn. not including those in her wardrobe.

Peaches Geldof Eco Chic Bag

2008-06-13T06:58:00.003+08:00

Yes.

I'm selling this.

For RM45 (negotiable to be reduced, or auctioned high =p)

Lemme know if u either fancy Peaches Geldof, or being an Eco Chic, or damn environmental friendly, or just wanna be one of those lucky 5,000 human beans of planet earth who owned this limited edition bag.

La Senza

2008-06-08T07:20:00.002+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have finally found 自己!!!!!

I know I've found the right bra- the RIGHT push up bra from La Senza, when my girl friends can't stop starring at my boobies!!!!

She even says that they look full and beautiful.

Omg! I'm so tearing now!!!

=D

Just imagine my happiness people!!!!

I love good bras.

p.s: I shall save 10pounds everymonth for my bra piggy bank. =)
p.p.s: I shall ditch all kanasai bras away~~ weet!!

GRSSCO

2008-06-06T05:26:00.003+08:00

Edwina!!!!!!!!!omg! I nearly teared when I watched this vid.

=~(

Everything is so wrong. Esp the conductor (coz it's not us mar, hor, Ed) coz none of the main beat was emphasized at all.

Worst, it's only Matsuri..... the easiest song to conduct without having to read any notes.

sedih...........

God.... Jelly voon, Lydia, I hope none of you are in there.

2008-06-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

Mana dia emak saya bila me want to beri tau dia saya dah beli 'the most fitting bra ever!!!' dari LaSenza????

seriously wtf. I have been wearing the wrong bra size all the time.....
Until today, Ngan and I (Ngan brainwashed me in buying LaSenza bras and have a free consultation) decided to have a bra fitting by one of the experts.

I've always though I'm good at selecting bras...but how wrong.

which explains the 'slipping-bra mystery' when I wore it strapless. Not that I'm boobless but I wore 2 sizes larger than expected.

-____-|||

Kanasai. I was always wearing a 34 (circumference, guys. the circumference of my rib cage) but I actually need a 30.

--___________________________--

Double kanasai coz Msia's Triumph lah, LaSenza lah, Pierre Cardin lah, this lah, that lah, don't even have a size 30 or 32.

That explains how mini my rib cage is...... and why my fcuking bra keeps on sliding away.

But me not an A.
=D

Hmmmm....

2008-06-05T06:51:00.002+08:00

@ The Baltic
photographed: Jeffrey (cousin's cousin...wtf)
guinea pig: me

Comments?

Post Exams High-ness

2008-05-29T06:06:00.010+08:00

editted: I regretted baking the tiramisu for me Man. Now he missed the cake more than me. Sedih....

No, I'm not on pot.

*big wide grin*

No one understand how I feel when I mean, HIGH HIGH HIGH after exams!
Not just any other exams, but my one and only exams to end my bloody Uni life for good! =D

1) So high that I shrieked and screamed 'I've finished! I've finished!' in the Uni student halls for rejoice. Imagine the looks from first years (yeah, I'm gonna class all not-graduating students as first years) and my close friends just speed up in front of me.

2) So high that I did not sleep on that night, and only 3 hrs of slept before my exams on the previous day, and yet going to wake up 6am in the morning to catch a train up to Glasgow. YET, i still don't feel tired. Yeah, I don't need energy drink/coffee/tea/coke (for someone...hahahhah!! yeah you!) to stay that awake.

Me (obviously), Katya (Bulgarian), Sharon (State of MDG Cindy), Ngan (Vietnam) and some buildings. yeah, I don't care what the hell they are. They all look the same to me anyway.

3) So high that I took embarrassingly funny pictures..... with mini Oreos

with courtesy of Sharon who helped me to took it. With a 50-ish investment banking couples giggling at me and looking at my way and eaves-dropping our conversations. I class the couple as 'investment bankers' coz both of them wear super In glass -- Dolce and Gabanna, mind you (i peered at their frames coz they're dead trendy), using cangih Dell laptops and PDAs on the way (they couldn't be doctors, coz doctors only write non-humanly writings; they're not engineers coz engineers won't pick cangih glasses; they're not QS coz most male QS are either obese or they look like Uni caretakers ...... yeah, accidentally thought my boyfriend's lecturer/senior QS is one of them..eek), and only investment bankers stare at their laptop screens earlier in the morning until end of the day just to watch live streaming changes of the chart. *smug*

4) So high that I started with a topic of 'Modern Investment Theories & Behavioural Finance: The Risk & Return of Having Children' wtf. which explains (3). Our topic on this last for whole 6 hours to and from our Newcastle-Glasgow trip on the bloody train. People who loves kids and wanted to get married, don't bother asking. I'm so sure the four of us could write up this new dissertation topic during that hours. Adverse impact of too much assignments and dissertation.

5) (nah, Ed, ini untuk kamu punya)
So high that I 'bake' tiramisu cake to surprise my man. yeah, i bet all of you go mouth wider than mine now. If you've known my past history from Edwina, or my ex-Greenian classmates, I'm famous for NOT cooking, baking, or any bloody thing to do with the kitchen. I even volunteered myself to be food tester instead of cooking to gain my ERT marks.
But, sigh.... probably my Man is too good for me then I'm too touched by him so I decided to bake him tiramisu cake. Yes people, by myself. And this is my first attempt, and I did not kill him or made him stay overnight on the toilet bowl, thank you very much. Oh, btw, IT'S LUSH!!! =)

1. On the process, guided by Katya, me tiramisu mentor.

2. Before eaten

3. After having a huge portion gone into my lab mice (me Man, sis, Angelina, Becca, and Janet). Plus they say it's nice. =p Let's just hope it's not the rum that made them say that. haha!

6) For you again, Edwina or maybe Chungy coz he loves cooking as well.

So high that I baked croissant with chocolate spread in it.

I know abit burnt lah, my first oven bake mar..... but the flour and whatnots are not battered by me. It's pre-packaged. hehe! Brits (as in Msian Brits), you can easily find this at shit...this German supermarket...something like Lidl.
=)

There you go, that's how HIGH I am these few days after exams. Doing the impossibles (well, to me it is). =)

Thousand Hand Kuan-Yin

2008-05-28T04:07:00.002+08:00

This is the coolest performance ever!!!

So synchronized!!!!!

You'll get what I mean by mesmerizing and synchronized after you watched the vid and read the lil' article below.

"My Dream is performed by The China Disabled People’s Performing Art Troupe (CDPPAT), formed in 1987 with more than 85 performers.

CDPPAT’s signature piece is the incomparable “One Thousand Hands Bodhisattva” (video extract above), featuring 21 hearing impaired dancers. Truly breathtaking images are created as dancers produce perfectly timed and choreographed movements. First performed internationally at the Kennedy Centre, Washington DC, in front of President Bill Clinton and senior White House staff.It generated rave reviews and has since showcased in over 40 countries on five continents, from Beijing’s Great Hall of the People to the Sydney Opera House, New York’s Carnegie Hall to Milan’s Teatro alla Scala. In 2004 it was performed at the Closing Ceremony of the Paralympics in Athens.

The 2008 tour will be the first time this masterpiece of dance will be performed in the United Kingdom." (The Chinese in Britain Forum)

Triple Tumbs UP!

I'm now in the Uni lib @ 12am

2008-05-26T08:12:00.002+08:00

wtf. I've finished my assignments, and exams, played for 3 days, visited Glasgow, Alnwick Garden, and now I'm back at the Uni library chatting and blogging.

stupid water heater decided to short-circuted the whole flat, leaving me chao-chao with curry smells, electricity-less and showerless.

luckily He's here, and we decided to camp at my library which is still on 24hrs and wireless-ableness.

Ah, this will proly be my last and only nite in the lib for the whole 3 years of education in Northumbria Uni.

p.s: there's someone vibrating the silenceness of the nite with his loud snore....